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Abandoned...Reclaimed


Walking with you in the streets
With so many curious eyes fixed on us-
It was so embarrassing for me.
I did not know what to do.
Whether to hide or to run or what?
I was scared of my prestige being lost.
But when I saw those dark eyes of yours
Fixed on my face like two question marks
Asking whether even I have lost faith.
Your face told a long story of struggle
And then I realized that I shouldn’t be ashamed.
I couldn’t doubt your integrity
Because I am the only reason behind your fall.
It was due to my absence that you
Had to resort to such means of existence
And that your sanctity of heart remains intact
Even after you have been through such terrible times.
If I question your purity now,
You will be completely lost
And you will really lose all hope.
I can’t repeat the same mistake.
No. I am not such a heartless man.
Now it is my turn to give you all that you deserve.
I will stand by you at all times-
Until those malicious eyes are lowered forever.
That day will I ask for forgiveness
And if you can, then grant me
A place in your heart in the way
As you did so many years ago. 

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