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So Far Yet So Near



Time and again when you asked me why
It’s not that I didn’t try
To let you know the reason.

Now when I look up at the sky
With the hope to break free and fly
I still think of you in silence.

I am trying so hard
Like a desperate retard
To find answers to questions so many.

But just like that day
I am struggling even today
To find the right words to explain.

Why I do all that I do
I really don’t have a single clue
And it is just that I don’t know.

All I can say
Is that I couldn’t find a way
To be with you any longer.

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